
i almost teared upon seeing it...
(and no, it's not bcos of the English mistakes! =P)
can't believe it's already the last week for me at TLS. really didn't know that saying goodbye was so hard... my heart has never felt heavier before... and it was only the first day of farewells today!
have received many parting gifts from my kind students, and attendance for my farewell party this sunday is looking good. gee... i feel so loved! then again, i can't help wondering whether i deserve all these cos i don't think that i've been a good teacher for the last 2 years. (evidence above =P)
anyway, i still haven't cleared my room at all and the next teacher is arriving on sunday morning! haven't written my farewell speech either. arghhh... when will i ever get rid of my last-minute bad habit?
also, a little update of my current plan... well, i finally decided to stay in Japan for that extra 1.5 months after all! really can't resist the temptation to participate in my dance studio's recital, take more dance classes, see fireworks in summer, get to know the next teachers, join my colleague's farewell party in August... and get asked by students why i haven't gone back yet! =P but to tell the truth, the main reason for making me decide to stay is cos i've lost the pull factor of going back to Singapore. *sigh* had been looking forward to it for a long time but i realised it'd been my one-sided thinking all along. oh well... so i guess i'm not really in a hurry to go back then...
right now i'm thinking of flying back on the 16th or 17th of August. cos recital's on the 10th, and that's followed by a week of exorbitant air fares due to the holiday season in Japan. hope i manage to get a cheap ticket!
3 comments:
what u mean by one-sided thinking!?
it means an idea that i have and which is not shared by others. =Pp
duh.. did u really think i dunno the literal meaning of "one-sided thinking"? wad i meant is what/who are u refering to as the "other side"?
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