i'm back from my 一人旅 to Tokyo/Nagoya/Kanagawa/Yamanashi.

all in all, it wasn't a good trip... filled with lotsa bad planning, bad decisions, bad weather and bad luck.

lotsa lotsa REGRETS!!! ＿|￣|○

but of cos, there were good things too, like bunking in with Josephine, meeting Etsuko and Nobu... and finally rode on the Shonan Monorail! (the train in the anime "Midori no Hibi" that i blogged about b4)

anyway, i will definitely go Tokyo again to redo the things i wanna do. i guess this is the only way of thinking to stop myself from brooding over the stupid mistakes i made in the last trip.

sigh... i know my blog has been quite depressing lately. but this is really my state of emotion lately. very complicated and lost... not knowing what to do...

worse, my computer has to get infected with virus/spyware at this moment!! arghhh... spent lotsa time trying to get rid of it but to no avail. i know it's time to get rid of my 6-year-old Toshiba, but my budget is really tight already. i just hope it can tahan until i get back to Singapore at least, then i will look for a new laptop. anyone got suggestions what i should do to keep it working?

and yes, i guess i will hang on in Japan until mid-August... except that i feel really useless and bored with no job to do! time is passing so slowly now. i wanna make use of the time to upgrade myself but i just can't concentrate with all these regretful thoughts and computer woes occupying my mind.

hope i feel better after i let it all out with this blog post.